Why is it so easy for you to ask me to don't love you?

What do you take me for? what do you take my feelings for?

How fun is it to just say everything out when you are fuming and feeling fxxx up.

Don't you know how hurting those words were? 

I walked away, but not away from you.

You walked away, and left me there alone.

What exactly can you take about me?

its just a little temper you caused, and u are telling me you can't take it anymore?

How much i gave in to you and never said I can't take it anymore. 

You had your times, when you flare your temper cause of me.

Have i ever say I can't take this shit anymore? How long since i ever say those hurting words when arguing..

and you just say it right out. what are my feelings to you.. trash? 

What have i done wrong... this time i really can't take this shit anymore.

不要用我的爱来伤害我

你知道我是多脆弱

我做错了什么

你要惩罚我

如果这样你还说爱我

不要用我的爱来伤害我

你的绝情无法闪躲

如果你要解脱

撕毁的承诺

请把我从前对你的爱还给我

I always know that things happen for a reason.
But for this, I dunno why.
What have i done wrong..
I thought everything will be fine once i get through it.
I thought everything will be back to normal.
I thought i will be normal again.
But I'm only normal for less than a month.
3 weeks is all i'm given.
Its all starting to fall again.
That fear, that pain, that confusion.
I dunno how to deal with it all over again.
I can picture myself. holding and drinking down a bottle of detergent.
Dying away..
But i picture my families, my friends crying and shocked when they see me.
How can i be so selfish.
But I'm dying inside, I'm scared. I'm trembling deep inside but no one sees.
Being strong leads to deeper fear and disappointment.
I was strong for once, stronger than I could ever imagine to be.
I thought i will be fine.
But i'm not. I won't be.
Standing in the washroom, in front of the mirror.
I see my fear, I see them dropping.
I don't want to have to go through these anymore, please.



Take me away; from this cruel world.

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