It had been a very tiring week for me.
Running around between new,old office and storage space. *haiis*

However, this week was a new beginning for me.
i finally took it off and face people with my true self.
no words can describe how happy i was.
I can walk past people without feeling insecure, inferior and dying to hide from everyone.
I can meet whoever i want without feeling uncomfortable or reluctant due to it.

Dear xxxx, you are doing really well. i'm so proud of you.
Although it took you a year, i'm glad you do it well :)
i'm glad you gave me a whole new life and a whole new lesson and its meaning. 
Its cause of this, i came to know how much my family and friends mean to me.
I came to know who are my real friends around me, and who are the one who will never leave me at my lowest point. *blessed* 
Thank you for coming back to me, and letting me lead a normal life :D
I love you so much and will never abuse you or pull you ever again.
i will pamper and take very good care of you !


Okay next,

Recently Claudia has been happier and more lively.
Finally back to her old self.
Glad that she is happy now.
Can't deny that it is thanks to dick.
and i really see the changes in him too. so yup (such a bastard last time)
He really treat her damn well. Really happy for my girl :D
& can tell he is really trying very hard to blend into her life, including her friends.
Glad she found someone like that. True that no one knows what will happen, but at least now that she is happy. & i won't have to worry when I'm busy.
Thinking of how bad she look previously really makes me want to bash that bastard up.
But at least well, she is stronger now :)
Through all these, i really think i got closer to her. it was different from last time.
Really appreciate that she allows me to be there for her :')
Hope all these last, and everything will stay as perfect as it is now !



The end,
C.armen