Labels: I know i'm not good enough.

Well.
A very sad and angry post.

Am I really wrong?
I was just feeling sensitive, no confidence, but its not what I want.
I thought u will understand,  im trying.
Im not like this.
Im not anti social.
I love to play and know new people.
That wasn't me. But I couldn't help it.
I couldn't control myself.
I needed to feel no stress.
I needed to feel comfortable.
I feel inferior about myself and its never what I wanted.
I never asked for this to happen to me.
I need to be with people who I know and trust, who won't judge me.
How much do I know all of them ?
I don't. How am I suppose to feel comfortable.
Its fine that they don't understand,
Wondering why is your girlfriend like this.
But you don't understand too ?
After showing you every single part of me, you don't ?
I needed you to understand that im really way more than sensitive this period.
I thought you understand what I've went through.
I thought you will know that insecurity in me.
I didn't want to behave like this. 
I didn't asked for this. I don't want to be like this. I hate this side of me.

I've tried and I'm trying.
But im just some unreasonable girl to you.
I am.

Labels: I should have known better